You know sometimes my sense of humor can go way over the top, and the result is all of these weird oddball characters that pop out of my brain from time to time. Its usually when I start to get bored, I sometimes forget to let some of the newer people here know though, that there isn’t any harm intended , and Its all in fun, I’m not trying to fool anyone its just a gag. But there is a serious side to this place that we fondly call ‘The Stream’ people get a little nasty from time to time, usually in Pm’s, or in chat, and the end result is a whole lot of paranoia. They chalk it up to Mysterious Cliques, Or The Blog Police, or the newest I’ve heard is the Comment Police. Whatever man, believe what you want, Its childish to me. People in the Chatroom waiting to pick fights and pounce on anyone who enters, just because they want to be the center of attention. Screw that, I am here to enjoy myself and I’ll talk to whomever I please.. Don’t like it? .. Tough shit.. I would still like to think that for every bad person that there is here trying to stir up trouble because they aren’t getting enough attention, that there are still more than a few good people left who know what’s really going on here, and who choose not to play the game.. I have friends here, good people, and I’ll stick with them, I don’t care if you been here for two days or two years, if someone tries to tell you That Scratch has a problem with you, bring it to me and we’ll talk about it . If someone or anyone is harassing you? Bring it out in the open, it is the only way you are going to fix it.. I love you guys.. I’m babbling again so I will see you all later in the week.. Peace out y’all.. Be good..
I’ve been told that in the mornings I can be a grumpy old bastard.. In fact I can get downright mean. And until I’ve had My double shot of Starbucks steer clear of the Tomb. Man alive, this morning I don’t know how I managed it, but I woke up on the floor, and either that damned Gremlin, (Or Mr P.) had a camera hidden at my desk. So I fire up the computer and make a bee line right towards Imeem.com, and as soon as I hear Sarah’s sweet voice comin over the speakers I hear the clicking’s of a camera shutter.. Damn room mates! Ahh.. But Sarah’s voice.. Oh man can she make you forget what you were angry about or what? And She’s pretty hot to look at on top of it all.. I swear to the father.. This woman’s Voice can reduce this old dragon to a puddle. Sing it baby.. Geez.. Look at that willya?? Fer cryin out loud.. Talk about Helmet hair.
I still find myself on occasion unable to sleep at night, usually on my weekends, and when it happens it is usually early in the morning hours. When movies don’t quite get the blood going I begin to channel surf through the all night news channels. I know what your thinking, biiiiigg mistake! Yeah its depressing as hell, however, it can be a real eye opener when you listen to some of the politicians of the day spew their crap. I don’t know one from the other, aside from a select few who are always in the forefront of the daily news. I happened upon one such story on CNN I think it was, where it was stated that there were clues leading up to 911 that were completely ignored by our intelligence gathering agencies. That if such clues were taken seriously it may have been prevented, The story then moved onto the invasion of Afghanistan, and how we were told that we were going to get Osama Bin Laden come hell or high water, and then weeks later how we- (Some might argue conveniently ) wandered into Iraq to dethrone papa Bush’s old buddy Saddam from his throne of terrorism. Well Kiddies here we are.. We’ve been in Iraq every since, and there are still people in our Government who want to sit and argue about how we ended up there and who is to blame, well that’s fine and dandy. But it doesn’t solve anything and it doesn’t change anything, the past is the past.. And it will always stay that way, for now and forever it’s a part of history, albeit a very sad part. Could 911 have been prevented? Possibly… but it wasn’t. could they have handled our reaction a bit better?.. Probably.. No.. change that to most definitely.. But they didn’t handle it very well at all. War is a very sad thing, it affords us all first hand accounts of humankind at its very worst. But the past is the past.. And you can look back and just about anyone with an opinion can say: “we should have done this different… we should have done that different.” maybe we should have… yeah.. Maybe.. Hindsight is 20/20, (or so I’m told) but its very easy to get lost in “We should or could have done this or that.” and that’s all fine and dandy, as long as we don’t forget to keep one eye one what’s happening right in front of us.. We can’t go back and change what happened, so maybe it will serve us all best, if we can concentrate on changing what we can change.. Right now.
Is it just me? Or does it seem like the whole damn world is way out of balance?.. More fires.. More floods.. No more balance.. To anything.. More corruption… Less Honesty.. More lies.. Less integrity. More hunger.. Less compassion.. More war.. Less peace.. Are we being led or deserted by our leaders?.. More and more each day we find ourselves living under the impression that we are truly free. And yet more and more each day, our constitutional rights are being strip mined by leadership that allows itself to be continually divided by political parties and hidden agendas, and continues to defy the will of the people. Politicians who talk and talk without ever really saying anything credible or worthwhile, talking out of every orifice of their anatomy simultaneously, all while saying two completely different things. Ah chit, its all a big mess.. Less fuel… Higher prices.. The world needs anger management. Clean Sex.. Dirty water.. Cancer everywhere.. Disease.. E coli… Salmonella.. The world dwells in Chaos.. Chit Scratch.. You just get back in the water and there you go again.. More damn questions.. Ah well.. At least I’m back online again.. For now at least.
Feelin it tonight, don’t know what’s different, maybe it’s the music driving me, looking, searching for something, anything, whatever the underlying cause, I push through the black, hoping to find whatever or whoever is missing that belongs in that hole inside of me. So I turn every dark corner, kick over every rock , search that big black empty to find something real. Maybe its her, maybe not, sometimes all you can do is hope for the best, hope that who or whatever’s listening will help to make sense of it all. Just show me man. The Difference between Love and Hate. Pleasure and pain. Passion and pride. Greed. Anger. Lust. Deceit. Heaven. Hell. Do something… Show me… Hell anything.. Spit. Curse.. Lash out with every ounce of venom that you can muster.. But whatever you do… Make me feel it.. Where are you??
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